December 2011
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Christmas 2011
This year hasn’t been the most exciting christmas, did not feel like it was but however it was all worth it in the end .. Christmas eve was spent with my PP team .. Got to love my team!! And today spent it with my family.. I thank god for all the love that I have received this christmas .. God , family and my friends is all I need tbh.. They make me happy :) merry christmas
One day..
One day I know he will come.. In unexpected place and time.. All I got to is wait..
I don’t want to play the game anymore tbh.. I’m getting tired and bored it..
So new year resolution 2 just let the flow go and I know it will fall on to place
Realisation
Maybe I don’t have to go by my check list.. Then maybe ill finally get to meet him?..
New hope :)
Isit still u?
I still die a little inside when I see your name pops up on bb timeline :(.. I still miss you.. U really gave that affect on me .. Even tho there’s someone else out there for me.. If u were there ill still pick you :/ .. U just did suin that others couldn’t ..
I miss you :(.. Christmas eve was meant to be the day .. Oh meehh :(
#2011
this year probably has been the most exciting, full of emotions, full of laughter and no cries… i did not remember once cried this year, which i am very thankful of.. cos i was so happy this year… being single i guess made me find myself who the real me but still in the process but i have found the part of me..
a lot of trials and error, but hey whats life without trials and error?...
more than a year....
its been more than one year.. but every time i see your pics and you n your girl.. it upsets me and it goes right through…
cos i remember how me n used to be.. the way its me you were holding.. giving kisses, flowers, hugs and the one who used to say baby too…
i really miss you… i dont even know why im feeling this cos what theres too many guys that could do that to me.. n have...
The same situation.. different person
you became exactly i thought you would be… im coming to the point were i really dont know if theres even a hope in finding that one person.. n now that im moving to the next.. you do the exact same thing as every other guy .. you come running back.. but really why do guys do that?
you cant just come back n think ill take u back open arms? am i a dickhead?.. every time i give out chances...